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I’m just so deflated. Im working 20ish hours a week at minimum wage. I interviewed twice at Chipotle only to not get hired. I can only work within walking distance of the house im crashing at because Cincinnati transit sucks and I can’t afford an Uber. My few friends don’t want to spend time with me because im to broke to do anything and I live in a weird part of town. I can’t afford to get to a better place. I only have the job I have because I asked the manager if they needed help. I work hard. I’m good at what I do. I just can’t get to a place to do my job. I’m lonely and have no way to burn through my impotent rage. If it wasn’t for the kindness of MrMabuse, I think I would be even more lost.

I have been trying to explain to my boss for about a week that we don't have the people in place or ability to do any more than we are on new prototype work. He is insistent on advanced documentation and tracking for new parts, but to get even a simple report done takes almost 2 weeks. We sent out an entire series of parts last month and the report never happened, eventually I just gave up and hope the customer can work with the samples without test data.

I sent a clear e-mail yesterday that I am almost positive wasn't read explaining that I don't have a team in place that can do what he is asking.

I tried to explain that in his office a few minutes ago and he called us all "pussies"

Very tired of this job today.

I have been working 50 hours per week, traveling at the drop of the hat (with no travel bonus) and hoping the company would sell for about 4 years now.

I can't keep waiting and I can't afford to quit. Today just sucks!

Also wish I lived in Cinci so I could chill with Chuck!

Kill your boss and act as his stand-in.

Achtane wrote:Kill your boss and act as his stand-in.

He's pretty old and has a wicked temper, I thought Time would have done that by now.

hbombgraphics wrote:I have been trying to explain to my boss for about a week that we don't have the people in place or ability to do any more than we are on new prototype work. He is insistent on advanced documentation and tracking for new parts, but to get even a simple report done takes almost 2 weeks. We sent out an entire series of parts last month and the report never happened, eventually I just gave up and hope the customer can work with the samples without test data.

I sent a clear e-mail yesterday that I am almost positive wasn't read explaining that I don't have a team in place that can do what he is asking.

I tried to explain that in his office a few minutes ago and he called us all "pussies"

Very tired of this job today.

I have been working 50 hours per week, traveling at the drop of the hat (with no travel bonus) and hoping the company would sell for about 4 years now.

I can't keep waiting and I can't afford to quit. Today just sucks!

Also wish I lived in Cinci so I could chill with Chuck!

Just imagine the terrible band we would start.

chuckjaywalk wrote:

hbombgraphics wrote:I have been trying to explain to my boss for about a week that we don't have the people in place or ability to do any more than we are on new prototype work. He is insistent on advanced documentation and tracking for new parts, but to get even a simple report done takes almost 2 weeks. We sent out an entire series of parts last month and the report never happened, eventually I just gave up and hope the customer can work with the samples without test data.

I sent a clear e-mail yesterday that I am almost positive wasn't read explaining that I don't have a team in place that can do what he is asking.

I tried to explain that in his office a few minutes ago and he called us all "pussies"

Very tired of this job today.

I have been working 50 hours per week, traveling at the drop of the hat (with no travel bonus) and hoping the company would sell for about 4 years now.

I can't keep waiting and I can't afford to quit. Today just sucks!

Also wish I lived in Cinci so I could chill with Chuck!

Just imagine the terrible band we would start.

it would be the best type of terrible!

Finally get my car out of the shop. The battery died today. 2 days past warranty. I'm ready to just drive this thing into a fucking ditch.

I feel ya. payed a tow truck driver $100 to 'unchain' my car after he barely put the first one on.. don't have the proper paperwork for a parking sticker at my appts. feeling hella robbed

Had a depressive episode where I felt rejected by my SO. I know it was bullshit and last time it happened I filtered it into music but I wasn't able to this time. Went to sleep around 3am.

Woke up this morning to my SO projectile vomiting. After puking around 5 times her stomach finally calmed down, and while I'm obviously relieved shes ok, it took a toll on my already tired mind. So I shut down. Didn't play with my kid, didn't talk to anyone. Just shut up, tried to play and rage quit overwatch, and went to work even tho I really dont wanna be here. Seriously considering faking an illness so I dont have to be here.

I just want to cry and hurt myself.

Don't hurt yourself, Puddin'. That doesn't solve anything.

I was awakened early this morning because my roommate woke to find the oven door broken. Glass was everywhere. I would never do such a thing. I would have told cleaned it up and told him about it. Unfortunately, a string of such incidents has happened since I moved in and all of the clues point to another roommate. Pills go missing, the microwave was ruined by foil. I know it was Will, the guy who waits until the homeowner goes to bed and gets torn up on weed and whatever else he can get. He's a dishonest piece of shit.

And he's evicting all of us. I'm going to be homeless again.

Why doesn't he just evict the problem child instead of leaving you all out to dry? Thats seems hella unfair man.

BitchPudding wrote:Why doesn't he just evict the problem child instead of leaving you all out to dry? Thats seems hella unfair man.

I don't know. I'm scrambling to get somewhere else, likely Iowa or Connecticut, but I really feel for the guy who rents the second floor. He has two kids in school and a month to move all 3 of them out. I've been transient most of the last two years but I'm a bachelor. I asked him to just evict me and I'd take the blame. I don't want everyone to suffer for the sake of a junkie who will never feel bad about it.

chuckjaywalk wrote:

BitchPudding wrote:Why doesn't he just evict the problem child instead of leaving you all out to dry? Thats seems hella unfair man.

I don't know. I'm scrambling to get somewhere else, likely Iowa or Connecticut, but I really feel for the guy who rents the second floor. He has two kids in school and a month to move all 3 of them out. I've been transient most of the last two years but I'm a bachelor. I asked him to just evict me and I'd take the blame. I don't want everyone to suffer for the sake of a junkie who will never feel bad about it.

Your a good dude Chuck. It sucks that your out a living situation but mad respect for thinking of everyone else.

Fuck still makes me mad tho. What a dickbag landlord.