This sounds like how I spent a chunk of the 90's. Horrible breakup, no car, no job, no fixed address. Some of it got better, other parts feel like I'm selling my soul off on an installment plan. Existential crises suck, but thank you for reminding me there are far more immediate kinds of problems to have.chuckjaywalk wrote:I am keeping my head above water. The last couple of months have been hard.
My complaint: passed over for one promotion a few months ago, up for another I don't want as much now. If I don't get this one, either I plan on doing my current job until I retire (or die), or leave the company and my tenure behind to start over somewhere else. No idea if what I can do is in fashion this month with the current el jefe. He tends to talk around things so he doesn't alienate anyone. A straight "no" is so much better than a vague "work on this thing I can't really define and try again in six months." A Unabomber shack in the wilderness is sounding so good right now...