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Such indulgence would render me useless. Or dead. Because I'm an old man and can't get down like I used to :;(

Practice makes perfect!! Nah I feel you. Every year after 30, each hangover got progressively harder.

Just imagine how bad it must suck when you're almost 41!

oh, sweetheart, just wait till you get to 61. believe me, all you'll ever want to do is sleep.

Big Mon wrote:Just imagine how bad it must suck when you're almost 41!

That s like 2.5 years from now!!!

Man, y'all are fucking old

I have a bottle of acetaminophen codeine 300-30 and ive been reading up about it for like 3 days....ive always been weary of opiates and rx b.s. to begin with....all I needed was antibiotics...but this shit sure is tempting especially when ive been hanging out with myself for too long...tried talking to someone today....didnt really work lol...anyways pain isnt beyond my control to where I have to fear for my liver....I plan on drinkin again at some point so gotta have that fucker tip top...

whats up with when you have a child and you get to 7 yrs of parenting and realize that its hopeless anyone you knew in the past, who you still talk to.. will never understand. & They could be a doctor, race car driver, 3 story house on a mountain, selling diamonds and making tons of cash ...doesn't matter... because they seem like little kids to you still, and its just pointless to continue a "friendship" ...think im at a point again where I will this time just smash my phone..no one knows where I live...no one knows my email...il be erased, only its almost impossible to find anyone like the people who you grew with at certain points in life..i guess..gotta grow with someone new...tired of trying to find, ;interzone ..joy divison, ya dig...

Went to dentist...lady said I need 6 teeth removed and she didn't want to do it...6000.00 for all teeth fixed....I'm gonna have to pay 700 something for one I really need fixed....paid 120 for "insurance" so instead of 1600 that one fix is now 700...you think I have that money, nope. Didn't even have the 120, had to "borrow".. this is fucked.
The shoe lace poem by charles bukoski sums up my whole life. So when credit is good for 700 IL be getting something at least "fixed"...mean time I'm In pain from eating chicken quesadilla, at least il get super skinny from not eating and drinking. Yay. #madhouse

That's all pretty heavy man.. I totally get the part about friends without kids. I have very few friends left who don't have kids..

Teeth are fixable. You can get payment shit.. don't give up.

Lurker13 wrote:

friendship wrote:okay okay, first the jamming, then the euthanasia

What's got you down so bad?

Speaking of euthanasia, you jogged my memory about a dream I had the other night, so I need to resurrect the dream thread.

Feeling a little overwhelmed with a dying loved one, music fading from its place as chief meaning in my life and having nothing to replace it with, and just feeling like every nerve in my body is raw and being abrased at all hours of the day. And I'm having nightmares every single night. You know, the good emo stuff!!!!!

y'all

also just found out that my best friend when i lived in philly overdosed a couple months ago.
fuck

Dr. Sherman Sticks M.D. wrote: y'all

also just found out that my best friend when i lived in philly overdosed a couple months ago.
fuck

Man, I'm so sorry you lost your friend

thanks man. really hit me hard.
i didn't make a lot of friends when i lived there and he was a real good one.
i think of him a lot even tho we had lost touch over the years.

Dr. Sherman Sticks M.D. wrote:thanks man. really hit me hard.
i didn't make a lot of friends when i lived there and he was a real good one.
i think of him a lot even tho we had lost touch over the years.

Sorry to hear it man I have lost a few friends over the years in similar circumstances, or found out about it the same way.
Some I lost touch with, and another friend would tell me the news, while others I found out about months/years later It's hard to keep in touch with every one. Especially as you get older, when in different states/countries, etc. One thing it has done for me though, is to realize these things, and try harder to at least send more people a message once in a blue moon. Let 'em know you care, or are thinking about them from time to time.

Dr. Sherman Sticks M.D. wrote:thanks man. really hit me hard.
i didn't make a lot of friends when i lived there and he was a real good one.
i think of him a lot even tho we had lost touch over the years.

I'm really sorry about your friend.

Oh shit I'm sorry to hear that. Im terrified of losing someone to an overdose. They're so common now.

On a lighter note, guess who had her strap lock on upside down and then dropped her guitar breaking a string and the plastic tip on the trem arm.

This stupid bitch right here.