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i got sick of not feeling anything except gut pain on the escitilopram/lexapro. it's nice and cathartic to be able to look at something that is bigger than you and just cry the whole time.

When everything through my rig sounds like scrambling eggs with a whisk, and nothing has any fat sound or good toans. Makes me feel like I can't be musical.

Strange Tales wrote:Lexapro made me feel like I had no emotions at all.

It's odd for me to admit this but the numbness is part of the reason I feel at peace with the drug. I think it's because I'm an emotional basket case on the norms. LOL

jwar wrote:

Strange Tales wrote:Lexapro made me feel like I had no emotions at all.

It's odd for me to admit this but the numbness is part of the reason I feel at peace with the drug. I think it's because I'm an emotional basket case on the norms. LOL

for me, i need to be able to let out my emotions. for the past few months i couldn't even be genuinely happy or sad about things i should have been due to the drugs.

woah, i came in here to post about my meds making me worse and that im considering coming off them on friday when i next see my psych
love n solidarity to all going through bad med shit, its been 5 or so years on medication for me and no medication has really helped
dont really know where to go from here

jwar wrote:What I need is a psychologist to talk to again. I'm embarrassed to back to my old one because I relapse on drugs (weed and kratom), so I'm ashamed. However, maybe that's more of a reason to go.

Definitely go! Your therapist is the last person you should feel ashamed around... I feel like that's what's so great about them. Not family, not friends, just someone to listen to you, not judge, and advise accordingly. But I will say, and it's just an opinion, but if your therapist does make you feel bad for what you've done, maybe find another one.

And yep, Manor might as well be Austin—it's like 20 mins outside of town.

Neon: dude, the crying during Cars 2 thing elicited an audible "awwwwww" from me. Hope you're doin alright, man!

Me having Food poisoning + taking care of my 3 year old who has more energy than a speed freak in Vegas = Quietly weeping on the inside as I walk the line of physical and mental annihilation.

I feel for you Raj. Fuck food poisoning. Last time I had that I slept 20 hours.

Stephen Hawking keeps saying "humans need to leave the Earth".

Why? So we can wreck another planet?

So we'd die.

Before or after we wrecked the other planet?

The moment we run out of oxygen and water?

Btw So We'd Die, band name. Crabcore.

Chankgeez wrote:

"I love eggs Chank...and I love crabs too...and boiling denim!"

Chankgeez wrote:Stephen Hawking keeps saying "humans need to leave the Earth".

Why? So we can wreck another planet?

Yes?