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Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Jun 13, 2017 12:30 am
by Olin
resincum wrote:the thing is, he's already been to rehab. cost him a shitload of money and it was like being in prison. I know he's been looking for a better one for a bit, but lately his family has been treating him like a piece of shit and its wearing him thin. I offered to take him to a mental hospital, no earfulls, but he's reluctant. I even straight up offered to take him to a damn celebrity rehab kind of place and I'll pay for it till the day I die but he's not having it. I'm going to try find a legit place and detail the whole plan to him but even then, I KNOW he just wants to die. I keep telling him life can prevail, he a so pessimistic. it's like talking to a brick wall. its like the only person that can help is him. I just want to be there for him. I don't wantmy best friend to die. I think an intervention situation would just backfire unless we had a bad ass plan in place. he's not a junkie. been on methadone for a while now (once a day vs multiple heroin shots a day) and I think that's what really fucked him. it's going to be be long time before he'll feel "normal' again and I know it terrifies him to his core.I had a feeling he was going to try again today. I'm not ready for it. I hope he isn't either and something happens. I'm tired of thinking about my best friend killing himself..I can only imagine what's going through his head
Been in this situation before with an ex, who was utterly despondent and wanted nothing more than to die. Took a lot of time, lost a lot of sleep and felt pretty terrible. It feels really wrong to "force" someone to live when they're so sure, and I guess if you can trust that whatever they have going on will pass, it's worth making the decision for them, albeit delicately. Just try to be present more than anything, be around, be as consistent as you can be, let time do what it does, but it sounds like you're handling it really well: respecting them, understanding their reasoning, offering help without imposing. Nothing really makes any of it easier, I remember the most important thing for me in that situation was just eating properly and trying to get her to eat as properly as possible. Really small thing seemingly but it really sticks out as something that made a difference, I guess the normalcy of it is so disparate from suicidal thoughts that it can be pretty grounding. Hope you both get some sleep whenever you can...
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Jun 13, 2017 9:35 am
by resincum
thanks buddies..apparently he tried shooting up 5gs of dope. ended up checking into a mental hospital and is going to rehab after. he's getting help. so thankful.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Jun 13, 2017 1:41 pm
by Invisible Man
So far I've quoted Marx, Rage Against the Machine, and Antonio Gramsci in a meeting with some of the other provosts. It's not going well.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Jun 13, 2017 1:45 pm
by Invisible Man
WHO CONTROLS THE PAST NOW
CONTROLS THE FUTURE
WHO CONTROLS THE PRESENT NOW
CONTROLS THE PAST
(Pretty sure that's an Orwell paraphrase, so I was a little wrong.)
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2017 12:09 am
by popvulture
Bombtrack tenure track?
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2017 12:18 am
by neonblack
I've got Arby's guts without having eaten at Arby's. All the misery with none of the...other misery.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2017 12:28 am
by jrfox92
Been having weird episodes of vertigo.
I don't know if it's because of the music I've been listening to or what.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2017 5:24 am
by drolo
got to my office this morning determined to sing this to my boss:
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RAJdafk1Y8[/youtube]
But she was off ...
tomorrow then ...
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2017 5:54 am
by MEC
Is that like the French version of this:
[youtube]http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=EPrSVkTRb24[/youtube]
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2017 5:59 am
by drolo
MEC wrote:Is that like the French version of this:
[youtube]http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=EPrSVkTRb24[/youtube]
Kind of, just you know us europeans need the extra bit of drama ...
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2017 6:08 am
by Invisible Man
popvulture wrote:Bombtrack tenure track?
Cuz I'm inclined to stoop down
Hand out some low grades
Nah seriously I reached the point yesterday where I figured I can't do this. So I'm going to live with extreme fidelity to what I know is ethical and right. Made three new enemies yesterday, all in high places. At this rate I'll be gone in three months or I'll be the president in a year. But I'll be able to sleep either way.
Basically I toned down my anger to try and not rock the boat for the first year. Can't hide my 'fuck you' energy without exacerbating this ulcer.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2017 5:01 pm
by popvulture
Invisible Man wrote:popvulture wrote:Bombtrack tenure track?
Cuz I'm inclined to stoop down
Hand out some low grades
GRADING IN THE NAME OF.
Sorry—I just can't stop envisioning you jumping up on your desk at work and going off on some De La Rocha style rant
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2017 5:02 pm
by popvulture
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2017 5:12 pm
by Invisible Man
popvulture wrote:Invisible Man wrote:popvulture wrote:Bombtrack tenure track?
Cuz I'm inclined to stoop down
Hand out some low grades
GRADING IN THE NAME OF.
Sorry—I just can't stop envisioning you jumping up on your desk at work and going off on some De La Rocha style rant
That's basically correct, actually. I won't keep giving the particulars, but I have comical levels of anger brewing and nowhere to put them put misplaced and irrational action.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2017 7:13 pm
by BitchPudding
Finally feel like im approaching the end of a rut musically. Helps that my band is looking for a new bassist and drummer. I'll get to play guitar again, finally!
Probably the reason I haven't felt like playing much tbh.
