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I had a feeling that was coming. (Ohhhhh, once again... )

Is it better to be remarkable or to be happy?

Neither. You're fine the way you are.

Not so much about me. Just curious.

What if being 'remarkable' makes you 'happy'?

Remarkable. Happiness is overrated and an illusion.

Or, at the very least temporary.

Inner peace on the other hand.

Contentedness.

My fiancee accidentally forgot to text back to a best friends and now its spiraled out into the friend communicating through me to her to just and just get her to talk.

I'm pissed that my fiancee would let this get this bad, I'm sad that she might lose one of the few friends she has, and confused as to why she just doesnt suck it up and TALK TO HER.

I love her guys, I really do. But this is stupid. I don't want her bailing on the good things she has in life cause of stress.

And I really feel like I shouldn't be the one to fight for HER friendships to stay afloat.

And on top of that, recent financial situations have me metaphorically staring into the void.

I want to help my family stay in the place we are now, but I don't know if I have the strength or will to do so.

Its hard enough to think about the future when you were expecting to be dead by now.

Do you ever just sit back and take a good look at yourself and realize all your riffs are shit and you're a garbage musician?

neonblack wrote:Do you ever just sit back and take a good look at yourself and realize all your riffs are shit and you're a garbage musician?

Don't think that. It implies music is on a hierarchy and not a wonderful form of self-expression. I know it's hard to do but don't worry about what other's think and if your riffs aren't to your own liking, just keep working at it. You will eventually get it to where you want it to be.

I think I'm just frustrated and tired and depressed and pissed.

Any one or combination of those things leads to self doubt. Incidentally, after sleep, playing music is a great stress relief.
You'll feel better after sleep and/or hydration.