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i've been working there on and off since 2011. i really need to move on. and if shit gets rough, i'd sell my more expensive unused gear. i'd rather have a bunch of good pedals i'd use than too many nice guitars that i don't use.

edit: fuck me, i dropped hot solder all over my phone.

helped my cousin move my aunt's stuff from her ex husband's place yesterday. didn't think it was a big deal, almost wanted to tell em fuck it and move on. apparently this dude grabbed my tia from the hair and tossed her on the floor cause she was being a bad wife or some bullshit? my aunt was fucking terrified when it happened and didn't call the cops. went to church instead .... this piece of shit wanted to act hard until she got a police escort. that dude didn't have shit after we were done. even tho he stashed her ninja blender, tv and all her old photos of her kids and parents. doesn't feel like justice.. taking everything I have to restrain myself from waiting outside his work to break his fucking knees.

Yeah that's fucked up.

Sorry to hear that, dude.

just lost my ability to walk without holding onto something...i must be getting sick or something. trying to hang out and see if it gets better.

Lately I am bored to tears with everything. Feel like I am drifting away from my grasp on reality. Should be super happy. Healthy kid, hot successful wife, awesome house we just bought and at the very least a well paying steady gig ( healthcare food service ). I have been doing the same job since 07, I need to find a new path in life but have no idea how to start that, just don't really care about anything I am doing professionally. Really just don't fucking care. The three hour round trip commute probably doesn't help. No idea what I would do instead. I have crazy manic days where everything is super rad and then the next day i want to jump in front of a bus. I always have it in my head that " I just need to make to the end of the week and things will be great". ON top of my general distaste for adult life, my ILFSS loots have been bouncing around somewhere at German customs since 12/9. I guess they were bummed they missed out on ILFSS and decided to cop my stuff....fuckers.

Sounds like you need to start a new music project, mang.

I just mistook Pulp Fiction for Jackie Brown, realized it half an hour into the movie. I'm proud.

so after three episodes of vertigo at work where i had to hang onto the wall to keep from falling down, i went to the hospital to make sure i wasn't having a stroke. i spent from 4:00 to 11:00 Monday there, getting poked and prodded and tested and having a CT scan and an MRI. well, i wasn't having a stroke. they don't know why i was nearly passing out, so i just get to be nervous about it happening again. it should be fun to see what of it is covered by insurance.

actualidiot wrote:I just mistook Pulp Fiction for Jackie Brown, realized it half an hour into the movie. I'm proud.

So actualidiot isn't just a clever name?

:-P

odontophobia wrote:

actualidiot wrote:I just mistook Pulp Fiction for Jackie Brown, realized it half an hour into the movie. I'm proud.

So actualidiot isn't just a clever name?

:-P

There's a method to the madness I'd say

Posting this in the right thread:

Instead of buying an amp like I should (inconoclast whoop whoop) I jump on the first attractive pedal offer I find, I think I might have a problem.

Ahem-

Now for my actual fail of the day: One of my coworkers is a jealous twat who is trying to make my life hell because he has the hideously wrong idea that I'm flirting with the female coworker he's exceedingly and creepily obsessed with, a problem which would have gotten him fired in any other company except for the fact that his best friend happens to be our only HR person...

Oh, and he might become my boss within the upcoming months, so I'm already looking to pack my bags and work someplace else.

kill me

gat damn when is January gonna end. This is not a good month.

Invisible Man wrote:gat damn when is January gonna end. This is not a good month.

Dude It's Chinese New Year!!!!


month started rough, but for the next week all my e-mails say "I can check when the factory is open again"

so apparently according to the doctor i have a virus which is fucking with my inner ear, and that's why i keep threatening to fall over. All i can do is wait it out, which is a pretty terrible situation. i never know when it's going to happen, though the symptoms were less when it happened to me today. it really sucks to get up to walk to the bathroom or the break room and never know when you're going to try to keel over.

Inconuucl wrote:Now for my actual fail of the day: One of my coworkers is a jealous twat who is trying to make my life hell because he has the hideously wrong idea that I'm flirting with the female coworker he's exceedingly and creepily obsessed with, a problem which would have gotten him fired in any other company except for the fact that his best friend happens to be our only HR person...

There's not some way to bust them both for that?
Because that's some future rapist type shit.