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Forgot to get a ticket for the subway. Got caught. $110 fine.

FUCK

Super stressed out and just want to check out mentally. It's times like that that I think of drinking. I won't drink but the urge is there. I fucking hate this shit. I want to make it end by crushing someones fucking skull in. I hate liars, and thieves. I hate them. I wish I could say more, but I can't. It's eating me up inside.

I slipped and drank over the holidays. I don't go buck wild or anything when I get drunk, rather just depressed and extra mean to myself.

Anyway, just wanna reinforce from my recent personal experience that it's not worth it. Things are fine with me now and I'm back on the wagon, but if I could rewind and skip the whole experience, I definitely would. Hope you feel better, bud.

popvulture wrote:I slipped and drank over the holidays. I don't go buck wild or anything when I get drunk, rather just depressed and extra mean to myself.

Anyway, just wanna reinforce from my recent personal experience that it's not worth it. Things are fine with me now and I'm back on the wagon, but if I could rewind and skip the whole experience, I definitely would. Hope you feel better, bud.

I appreciate it man! If I didn't have lawyers involved, this would be much easier...sigh.

I swear to Ra, if I fall on the fucking ice one more time this winter, I'm moving to the desert to become a reclusive lizard herder. Fell again tonight, hit my head, fucked up my left arm, and further fucked up my bruised ribs from earlier falls a couple weeks ago. Fuck you, winter.

Also frustrated with work and life and other shit. Bah, fuck, etc.

in Virginia you have to submit a medical report if you have certain conditions or--in my case--take certain medications that allegedly cause drowsiness. so i prepared my report, which required visiting my doctor, my psychiatrist, and an optometrist, and mailed it off as per usual on 12/15. They say they still haven't received it, which means that they haven't plowed through the backlog of mail from people reporting by the end of the year. apparently i should have sent it Certified Mail, even though they don't tell you that when you get the forms. so they're telling me that i should re-submit the thing via fax by 2/15. which means that i have to go through getting the three practitioners to fill out the whole thing again. did i mention that if i don't submit this thing in a timely fashion that i get my drivers' license suspended?

What a bunch of dickholes.

Exactly. All bureaucracies are full of dickholes, as well as other assorted holes.

Sorry you have to go through this PITA twice, dubkitty, but you can get it done.

Nah man, as a low-level bureaucrat it's bureaucracy that sucks. No one likes this shit, but changing it is as complicated as navigating it from the outside. Still indefensible, but it's so durable because it is impervious to logic.

Sorry to hear it in any case.

Its humid as fuck, the sun is murder and there is more booty being packed into tiny shorts than previous summer records have ever logged.
Fuck everything.

fucking weed dealer who won't answer a text he told me to send to set a time to meet.

Drug dealers are always such fucking flakes.
I would be the best, most organized kingpin.
I should become a drug dealer.

finally got a buyer for my ampeg b-100r so i decided i should make sure the input jack stop cutting out. opened the amp up, resoldered and tightened the jack. works perfectly again. so, now i don't wanna sell but i need the money.

Fucking sick of being single.

Why is it that when you're single, you don't have any interest in the people who strike up conversations with you, and meanwhile the people you do try to talk to seem to think you've got a pit in your basement?

popvulture wrote:Fucking sick of being single.

Let's make a club! Or go on a date together?