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Then I don't get it. But I've only used plain old dating sites... with never any success.

snipelfritz wrote:like 90% of these also include "not looking for hookups"

It's plausible deniability for when your SO inevitably finds your Fuck Account. Like reality TV, no one on Tinder is there to make friends.

As an atheist, I'm really fucking tired of hearing other atheists talk about religion. It's all the fuck they go on about. You've made your choice, now let the subject go. Move on. Let's talk about science or something. PLZ!

So, it's been a few months now since i tried to hang myself, and i've been trying my hardest to just focus on any and every little positive thing. But, fuck me, I'm sick of this. I don't even want to be happy, I just want a couple of days that aren't total shit.

GuitarSlim101 wrote:So, it's been a few months now since i tried to hang myself, and i've been trying my hardest to just focus on any and every little positive thing. But, fuck me, I'm sick of this. I don't even want to be happy, I just want a couple of days that aren't total shit.

sorry to hear that, dude.

i love fuzz is a good community full of people that care about other people that they've never met. not saying we'll have all the answers but i suspect plenty of the consistent posters will happy take a pm and "listen" to ya.

UglyCasanova wrote:As an atheist, I'm really fucking tired of hearing other atheists talk about religion. It's all the fuck they go on about. You've made your choice, now let the subject go. Move on. Let's talk about science or something. PLZ!

i often refer to these people as angst-theists. they're so hell bent on "proving" that x-religion doesn't exist that their focus is singular. they're un-fun to be around because they lack the basic understanding of letting people do what they want to do. and they put as much stock in richard fucking dawkins (president of the angst-theists) as christians do in the fucking bible.

yawn.

odontophobia wrote:

UglyCasanova wrote:As an atheist, I'm really fucking tired of hearing other atheists talk about religion. It's all the fuck they go on about. You've made your choice, now let the subject go. Move on. Let's talk about science or something. PLZ!

i often refer to these people as angst-theists. they're so hell bent on "proving" that x-religion doesn't exist that their focus is singular. they're un-fun to be around because they lack the basic understanding of letting people do what they want to do. and they put as much stock in richard fucking dawkins (president of the angst-theists) as christians do in the fucking bible.

yawn.

Youp. That's the description of my entire girlfriend's family. It's pretty tedious. Yes, we know religion is pretty fucked up and all, but us discussing it around the dinner table for the 112th time isn't going to change shit. We all agree, so why keep talking about it? Go do something productive about it if you care so much. Go to discussion groups. Become a politician. But please let me eat my falafel in peace and worry about what other people are doing with their lives somewhere else.

GuitarSlim101: I tried shooting myself in the head 13 years ago, after years of depression and daily anxiety. Thank fuck the safety was on and that I'm a gun n00b. For me, sticking around despite the lack of happiness was worth it in the end. "The alternative is nothing, non-existence. Might as well stick around and see what happens." That's what my life philosophy became. Now, I'm in a better place. Still have OCD and general anxiety, but happiness has begun to take on a bigger percentage than sadness and despair. I hope you stick around to see if the same can happen for you. PM if you want to chat.

UglyCasanova wrote: Youp. That's the description of my entire girlfriend's family. It's pretty tedious. Yes, we know religion is pretty fucked up and all, but us discussing it around the dinner table for the 112th time isn't going to change shit. We all agree, so why keep talking about it? Go do something productive about it if you care so much. Go to discussion groups. Become a politician. But please let me eat my falafel in peace and worry about what other people are doing with their lives somewhere else.

Preaching to the choir is easy... At least you don't have a step-family that wants you to convert?

GuitarSlim101 wrote:So, it's been a few months now since i tried to hang myself, and i've been trying my hardest to just focus on any and every little positive thing. But, fuck me, I'm sick of this. I don't even want to be happy, I just want a couple of days that aren't total shit.

Hang in there. The curveballs will quiet down. You'll find time to reset and make your way back up to the surface soon enough. We're all here if you need a friendly hear in the meantime.

On atheism, yeah, echo chambers suck (unless we're talking guitar related device for creating echoes, of course). And I kinda think this group of edgelord atheists do more bad than good when discussing with religious people, as it always seems to fall back to standard positions - monologues instead of dialogues.

On depression, I haven't got much to contribute, except for hugs.

My wife is in the fucking ER. She went to have a few glasses of wine about 8 hours ago and I never heard back from her. Fell asleep with our son. Woke up an hour and a half ago and went looking for her. Finally called the cops and they said she was on her way to the hospital. She's sedated. They said she had an episode and was acting erratic and talking crazy. Waiting on the tox screen to come back now.

Dude.

Oh man

Jesus Christ. Blood alcohol level was 5x the legal limit. The dr said she very easily could have died.

GuitarSlim101 wrote:So, it's been a few months now since i tried to hang myself, and i've been trying my hardest to just focus on any and every little positive thing. But, fuck me, I'm sick of this. I don't even want to be happy, I just want a couple of days that aren't total shit.

I survived my attempts, 6 and 7 years ago. I thought I'd never get well but I did. There is an end of the tunnel, and today I'm just so happy I'm here. Hang in there man, and as other people already said feel free to Pm me or whoever.

Also back in Sweden now after two weeks with my gf in Arizona. Next time I'll see her is in March, which SUCKS. For now I'm in a good mood though, because we really had a great time.

Eivind August wrote:Dude.

Holler if you need to, my man.