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Can you find a new guitarist? I've been in too many bands that recorded or got shows or even a tour, only to lose all our steam completely when one, non-necessary member of the band quits, usually because friendship or something. In hindsight, whoops.

We're a two-piece, so it's all our nothing.

But heeyyyyy, new things time....mehbeh....

I don't want to fly to Raleigh for business.
I don't want to fly out of Philly.
I don't want to fly out of Philly on the day all the politicals are flying in for the DNC.
I definatly don't want to fly out of Philly on the day that the airport service workers are planning to strike because of the DNC.
I don't want to spend three days and two nights in Raleigh.
I don't want to fly back into Philly.
I don't want to fly back into Philly on the day all the politicals are leaving from the DNC.
I definatly don't want to fly back into Philly on the day that the airport service workers are still striking because of the DNC.

Fuck.
This.
Trip.
In the neck.

kbit wrote:

deusexmaxima wrote:Dislocated my shoulder in my sleep

Dang dude, that sounds like the pits.

Nah bro just one of them

Geez, i'm always way too slow following trends. I'm only using Spotify for the first time.

I wasn't even torrenting music, I was buying it like a fucking douche.

Well, torrenting is still better.

(...or so I've heard)

bloatedsack wrote:I don't want to fly to Raleigh for business.
I don't want to fly out of Philly.
I don't want to fly out of Philly on the day all the politicals are flying in for the DNC.
I definatly don't want to fly out of Philly on the day that the airport service workers are planning to strike because of the DNC.
I don't want to spend three days and two nights in Raleigh.
I don't want to fly back into Philly.
I don't want to fly back into Philly on the day all the politicals are leaving from the DNC.
I definatly don't want to fly back into Philly on the day that the airport service workers are still striking because of the DNC.

Fuck.
This.
Trip.
In the neck.

You could just drive. It only takes about 6 hours.

Well my MRI results came back. Turns out I have two bulging disc in my neck, which is what's causing the pain. The doctor wants me to do physical therapy, which I've already been doing for months and wait 8 more weeks to see if it improves. I asked him what I do about pain management and he said to take Tylenol and Aleve. I am beside myself with not only angry but depression. It baffles me that these fucking doctors are so stupid. He could give me a shot in the neck right now and it could help me, but no let's wait 8 fucking weeks and see if that helps. I don't know what to do. I beyond caring about doctors orders at this point because they are such dipshits. I expressed my concern with taking the anti-inflammatory drugs and Tylenol for that long because it can fuck your liver up. He told me that it is a risk. Great. Knew that!!! That's why I said it you fucking god damn idiot! Now what do I do?

i'm in a real shit state. my depression is riding me like a horse, despite the medication and therapy. some of this is the weather...i despise summertime, and can't eat on the weekends worth a damn because of the temperature and humidity. i HATE the weather in Charlottesville. but most of it is the old stuff, the losing the house and my partner and all that and being forced to leave California. it's been almost five years now, and i still haven't recovered and don't know if i ever will. i'm too scared to go out and try to meet people, if there was even anyplace to do that. if it wasn't for a friend in California who talks to me just about every day, i'd be all alone with the cat. i practice, but it's pointless...nobody wants a shoegazer that's pushing 60. me and my damned broken heart. and i'm scared of being old. a friend in Cali crashed his bike and broke his hip. this isn't in any kind of rational order, but then, neither am i.

MEC wrote: You could just drive. It only takes about 6 hours.

The root of the problem is I don't want to goto Raleigh. Or anywhere, really.

I'd need to do six hours with my coworker, if I drove. I don't know what effect six hours of Obama propaganda in close quarters would have, but it's possible only one of us would arrive in a living state.

I've moved six times in the last year....

woke up 3 hours early with a chill, a stomach ache, and it's my day off to boot.

Being a mandated reporter, while incredibly important, can be draining as fuck. Thankfully my supervisors at work are cool with giving me time off after dealing with shittiness. Blah.

wfs1234 wrote:I've moved six times in the last year....

Damn dude, im on my third and I'm pretty done with it. At least you've probably paired down your belongings pretty nicely?

kbit wrote:Being a mandated reporter, while incredibly important, can be draining as fuck. Thankfully my supervisors at work are cool with giving me time off after dealing with shittiness. Blah.

wfs1234 wrote:I've moved six times in the last year....

Damn dude, im on my third and I'm pretty done with it. At least you've probably paired down your belongings pretty nicely?

Idk, it's actually pretty nice not having things once you get used to it. I could easily fit everything I own on my twin mattress. After a while it's kind of mind boggling that people have as much stuff as they do? The part that sucks is trying to make friends when you have crippling anxiety, and know you're probably going to be moving in a few months. You just kind of give up on trying to meet people...

I'm making plans to start laying down roots. Hopefully by the end of the year I'm somewhere where I can start laying down roots, can start making friends, play in bands, and finally move in with my fiancè....

i'm so sick of people, friends, relationships, etc. my only real friends are my coworkers and pets. i hardly see my bandmates anymore. i don't want to go out or do anything on my days off. i feel like i'm sliding back into the place i just barely managed to pull myself out of.