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jwar wrote:I've been angry all fucking day and I don't know why!!! UGH!!!!!!!! Is it because I'm crazy?

Damn, that's been my entire week.
Add to that that my dad just got admitted for 24 hours at the hospital due to chest pains following a heart catheterization just a month ago.
And that the 15 minute drive home in the middle of the night when I was barely awake took an hour because of a sudden snowstorm.
Ugh, this week is really being a bitch.

I feel like a guy with a shovel trying to hold back the ocean.

gunslinger_burrito wrote:

tabcantab wrote:bike thieves are assholes. tandem bike thieves are double assholes.

Shitty. Kind of a weird thing to steal. Especially since it should be easier to locate...... there aren't that many tandem bikes compared to regular ones.

yeah...harder to steal, harder to re-sell. I have a slightly higher hope than usual of getting it back because it's an oddball, but .
At least it's some consolation to think of how adorable they must've looked riding it away.

Dealing with a real life Milton from office space. Went into this weekend thinking dude was fired (and I had been in the conversations about ceasing that relationship, so there shouldn't be any ambiguity there). Come back Monday... he's still here.

Depression is a bitch.

As are guitars with proprietary truss rod wrenches.

sister threw a chair at me today. the pantry door protected me though. had a nervous breakdown after. score.

As soon as I finish wiping my ass, another turd comes along.

How is this possible? I spend so much time pooping, BUT ITS NOT MY FAULT. I try to eat fiber. I chomp on that celery, but nooooo I need to spend 20 minutes on the toilet trying to poop or waiting for some little hanging turd to drop or digging this mess out of my crevice and then I get up still feeling like I have to poop. And you know what, I do like 30 minutes later.

HOW DO I HAVE TO POOP SO MUCH

i feel like my mental illness and general brain shit is holding me back to much
also i am the last of my friends to move out and it fucking sucks
i cant do this fucking assignment and im not cut out to bea fucking nurse

goosekevin wrote:i feel like my mental illness and general brain shit is holding me back to much
also i am the last of my friends to move out and it fucking sucks
i cant do this fucking assignment and im not cut out to bea fucking nurse

I feel you really hard on mental health and these general kinds of trains of thought, but you can do this assignment, and you deserve to be a nurse. You will find a better place when the time is right. Things may be a little shitty but you will find people to lean on if you need it and people here believe in you, if nothing else.

PV is on it.
Just remember, those thoughts of doubt are bullshit. THEY are your mental illness.
They aren't you.
But they are something you have to deal with.
It isn't easy man, It's something I'm only learning to do at this stage of my life.
But remember, your uni will have support available. Don't be a chump, just use it. It can/should remain confidential.
Fuck knows we need more nurses.
Fuck knows we need more good blokes doing it.

You got this, goose!

PM to chat with fellow mentally and emotionally unstable person.

Recording a ~15 min track and I fuck up in under 5 minutes, every single time. This has been going on for 3 hours now. Drones are hard.

UglyCasanova wrote: Drones are hard.

Droners 'R' Boners?

Droners"R"Us

UglyCasanova wrote:Recording a ~15 min track and I fuck up in under 5 minutes, every single time. This has been going on for 3 hours now. Drones are hard.

Aaaand it bluescreens on me.

Edit: It actually corrupted both of my hard disks so that I had to wipe them and reinstall Windows. All recordings, all demos, all photos, all pr0n, gone...

At least it didn't force me to install Windows 10, so I've got that going for me, which is great.

Guess my harsh noise wall is pretty potent, huh?

Iommic Pope wrote:PV is on it.
Just remember, those thoughts of doubt are bullshit. THEY are your mental illness.
They aren't you.
But they are something you have to deal with.
It isn't easy man, It's something I'm only learning to do at this stage of my life.
But remember, your uni will have support available. Don't be a chump, just use it. It can/should remain confidential.
Fuck knows we need more nurses.
Fuck knows we need more good blokes doing it.

University therapists saved my life.

Also, it is very important for me to remember that when I am having fun time depression-paranoia thoughts, that those thoughts do NOT have my best interests at heart; they are self destructive and masochistic thoughts and that is not what i want from my life.

Also, total side note, i am missing my boyfriend like whoa and having crazy paranoid thoughts about him. Sucks. Tryna not.