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Fucking infinite support for sobriety. I hope it works out for you. Those moments of realizing you want to live can be fucking costly to the body-mind, but they are good for the self in the long run. I am pulling for you.

Damn brother, hope you're doing well

Let me know if you need something/wanna talk.

All the best to you, my man! Sounds like you had a good revelation, though. Talk to me whenever, if you feel like it.

Goddammit.
FedEx has secretly been charging me 2-3 times the estimated cost for packages.
When I called to figure what the hell they were doing I asked, "So you're just charging me retroactively just because you can?" and the phone operator literally replied with, "uh, yeah."
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck you FedEx.

that sucks resin, I've had a lot of panic attacks in combination with drugs, I've thought I was going to die on more than one occasion. similar to what you wrote, I came out wanting to never feel that way ever again and now find life extremely precious. my depression definitely influenced my decision to do drugs often, and doing drugs just because you're sad and want to feel something is an awful feeling. I learned a lot from those experiences, and I think you're smart enough to learn as well, hang in there bud

Man, I was about to come on here and complain that I sent off an email for a new job posting and got an out of office reply saying the person wouldn't be back for 10 days.

I totally understand, Resin. Back when I used to drink from the time I woke up until the time I went to bed, there'd be blood in my puke in the morning and I'd wonder if I was going to be the guy that just didn't wake up one day. Then I'd go to the store to buy beer at 11AM and see the bums outside, all the while thinking I might not be but a few steps away from them. That feeling of "Is this it? Is this how it'll end?" can be a very redemptive feeling in disguise, as ugly as it can seem on the surface. The important thing is that you're thinking about it, not just carrying on in oblivion.

I drank to medicate my anxiety, but ultimately of course it just made my anxiety so much worse. It's a bad, bad feeling, and I get it—like others have said, I'm pulling for you. Here to help if you need it.

Boyfriend left for 6 weeks this morning, girlfriend leaves for 2 months ish tomorrow, literally stepped in dog shit on the walk home. Can I go to sleep now? Desperately looking forward to a manic episode, at least it waited until after i got home to start raining.

Hugs all around

More like Microsoft ExHell, amirite?

soooooooooooo broke i overdrafted.

bike thieves are assholes. tandem bike thieves are double assholes.

tabcantab wrote:bike thieves are assholes. tandem bike thieves are double assholes.

Shitty. Kind of a weird thing to steal. Especially since it should be easier to locate...... there aren't that many tandem bikes compared to regular ones.

I've been angry all fucking day and I don't know why!!! UGH!!!!!!!! Is it because I'm crazy?

have you eaten enough? I get grouchy when i'm hungry

ChetMagongalo wrote:have you eaten enough? I get grouchy when i'm hungry

That's probably what it is. I'm on a restrictive diet right now. My fault but I gotta do it.