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I woke up from a deep sleep with my face wet with tears, weeping. I don't know what triggered it, but I was crying my eyes out. I managed to fall back to sleep. I got up and started my day to see my ex packing some boxes. So, yeah, rough day.

I asked one of the girls I met on OK Cupid for a little bit of space and she melted down. This is someone I texted for a few days, less than a week, and talked to on the phone for 10 minutes. I'm not going to talk to her anymore. She did literally everything I can't stand in a partner in the space of an hour: assigned motivations to my actions, put words in my mouth, quoted my own texts back at me, and ignored what I was saying. She was nice but I refuse to be brow beaten. Ironically, she continued to say it was because I wasn't attracted to her. That wasn't even a tiny part of it. I feel like I dodged a bullet on this one.

I need more fun little dates and less being tied down, for sure. Who thinks they own someone they haven't even met in person?

Yikes you totally dodged a bullet there, nice job reading that situation, that girl obviously is in it for the wrong reasons if she showed her crazy side that quickly

ChetMagongalo wrote:Yikes you totally dodged a bullet there, nice job reading that situation, that girl obviously is in it for the wrong reasons if she showed her crazy side that quickly

Yeah, I'm not looking to be yoked or mothered or controlled. Manipulative people are a nonstarter for me.

Yeah get the fuck out of that shit dude.
Good call.

Someone tried to steal my car this morning. Not pleased.
I'm opposed to stealing--including movies or music. I'd rather pay $1 than steal a song from a musical artist. Likewise for movies. Stealing is degrading and cheap. I don't care what everyone else is doing; I'm not stealing movies or music, or a stick of gum.

chuckjaywalk wrote:I woke up from a deep sleep with my face wet with tears, weeping. I don't know what triggered it, but I was crying my eyes out. I managed to fall back to sleep. I got up and started my day to see my ex packing some boxes. So, yeah, rough day.

I asked one of the girls I met on OK Cupid for a little bit of space and she melted down. This is someone I texted for a few days, less than a week, and talked to on the phone for 10 minutes. I'm not going to talk to her anymore. She did literally everything I can't stand in a partner in the space of an hour: assigned motivations to my actions, put words in my mouth, quoted my own texts back at me, and ignored what I was saying. She was nice but I refuse to be brow beaten. Ironically, she continued to say it was because I wasn't attracted to her. That wasn't even a tiny part of it. I feel like I dodged a bullet on this one.

I need more fun little dates and less being tied down, for sure. Who thinks they own someone they haven't even met in person?

Boris the bullet dodger.

Fucking Windows fucking 10 decided to auto-fucking update and now my fucking English language pack doesn't fucking work and I can't fucking re-install it, and I'm yet again fucking stuck with fucking Japanese as my only fucking option and this fucking stresses the fuck out of me. Fuck.

I love Japan but that country can be so fucking retarded sometimes. When you buy Windows here, the only language in the install USB drive is Japanese. It took me days to manage to get it in English in the first place and I'm back to square one now except that doing what is supposed to work doesn't work. I checked online and apparently it's a stupid bug from one of these fucking auto-updates that you can't disable.

I was surprised by how nice Windows 10 had been so far, beyond my initial issue with language stuff but I hereby retract my initial opinion, this is a piece of garbage.

3 nights :12 hours of sleep

phone speakers are just about donezo. i cane barely hear anything on the ear speaker or the loud speaker.

also FedEx also didn't drop off my order of Auralex U-Boats yesterday for some reason. i'm 99% sure i don't have to sign for them so now i got stick around today to see what's up.

Just in case someone else has the same stupid "Windows 10 doesn't want to download/install or just removed my language", you have to download the .cab file from Microsoft's website (not easy to find) and then install it manually using a specific program (something that's already on the PC, not something you have to download on a shady website or something).

Urgh. It took me a while to find that out, I can't even imagine for people who're not that tech/software-oriented.

I'm completely broken up, I just learned the girl I had my first long term relationship died of cancer. I don't know I can't help but feel extremely sad even if it's been a while since we spoke. I didn't want to post up anything regarding it on facebook because I don't know how my girlfriend would feel about me really feeling sad and wanting to cry regarding a person I was in love in my past. I haven't spoken to this person for the better part of 4 years

sergiomunoz74 wrote:I'm completely broken up, I just learned the girl I had my first long term relationship died of cancer. I don't know I can't help but feel extremely sad even if it's been a while since we spoke. I didn't want to post up anything regarding it on facebook because I don't know how my girlfriend would feel about me really feeling sad and wanting to cry regarding a person I was in love in my past. I haven't spoken to this person for the better part of 4 years

play it cool, but it's okay to feel pain over something like this.

waltdogg wrote:

sergiomunoz74 wrote:I'm completely broken up, I just learned the girl I had my first long term relationship died of cancer. I don't know I can't help but feel extremely sad even if it's been a while since we spoke. I didn't want to post up anything regarding it on facebook because I don't know how my girlfriend would feel about me really feeling sad and wanting to cry regarding a person I was in love in my past. I haven't spoken to this person for the better part of 4 years

play it cool, but it's okay to feel pain over something like this.

Thanks after reading this I decided to just go ahead and be honest to my girlfriend and she seems supportive of me and how I feel. Her best friend contacted me to tell me that my ex didn't bare any negative feelings toward me and it was just a weird time for all of us. I'm going to go to the service even if I hate that sort of shit. I feel like the fact that we spent 3 years together should be enough for me to pay my respects to her.

thanks bud

Guitarist is suddenly saying he "wants to do something different" when we just finished a bunch of recordings (and put money into studio time and all sorts of stuff). Hopefully it's just one of his stupid phases he goes through.

In other news, I'm at work and I just ate most of the food I brought for the night, but I'm still hungry. I've been trying not to overeat lately but I wwwwaaaaannnnttttt ttoooooooooo. I have some popcorn stashed or could go get some garbage from the gas station. Ooohhh, life, she is difficult sometimes.

snipelfritz wrote:Ooohhh, life, she is difficult sometimes.

Life is a SHE? Well that explains a lot.