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Horrible, horrible nightmares. Holding my lady extra tight this morning.

Got fucking sick because I spent Christmas weekend at my sister's place with her 3 kids. Kids are just god damn annoying buckets of disease.

Hope my throat is healed by New Years because I hate getting drunk when sick.

lordgalvar wrote:https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/energy-environment/wp/2015/12/23/new-infrared-video-reveals-growing-environmental-disaster-in-la-gas-leak/
Man, I hate LA. Mostly because my allergies hate it here, but damn...stuff like this all the damn time. Had brown outs yesterday too. Lame.
They probably paid enough in offset/fross polluter credits with the EPA at the beginning of the year to cover this too...and my smog/registration rates will probably increase.
Don't ever move to California...the good does not outweigh the bad.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_F-oN8yFilY[/youtube]

http://www.spin.com/2015/12/motorhead-l ... er-70-rip/

Not true?

snipelfritz wrote:http://www.spin.com/2015/12/motorhead-lemmy-dead-ian-fraser-kilmister-70-rip/

Not true?

Wow...just saw motorhead too...

if true, really sad...

actually wearing my motorhead shirt...(coincidence)

Confirmed by the band. I am fucking gutted. Goning to get completely smashed tonight in his honor.

RIP YOU FUCKING MAD MAN!!!!

lordgalvar wrote:Wow...just saw motorhead too...

if true, really sad...

actually wearing my motorhead shirt...(coincidence)

Someone lend this man a Phil Collins T-Shirt. For the children.

I was supposed to travel with my girlfriend to Bergen (other side of the country) for a few days, but I was too mentally exhausted from all the holiday stress to go through with such a trip. I have severe anxiety when it comes to leaving my comfort zone (ie the city I live in), which is why my gf thought I was simply being a pussy, which to her defence is usually the case. I just knew that if I had gone I/we would have had the worst time because I don't function socially or mentally at all when I'm mentally tapped out. I simply become emotionally unstable and get heavy thought loops (thanks OCD), something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. Usually, it's something I feel like I'm able to deal with, but my mind feels completely depleted of any sort of energy. It's pretty safe to say that I have a strong introvert personality and that I'm in dire need of resting and recharging after what I consider to be very difficult situations (family visit upon family visit). The trip would in this case consist of me doing breathing exercises and spending most of my time either trying to zone out on my phone or computer in our room, if I would even be able to keep my ass on the train for the 6+ hours it takes to get there or staying for the days we meant to stay there.

So, gf left for Bergen anyways, feeling very disappointed and angry (which is totally understandable unless she understands the nuance between generally being a pussy and feeling too weak to go through with such a trip despite being a pussy), while I'm stuck here feeling like a dick even though I know I did the right thing for my mental health. So, we both feel shitty.

Fuck you, my weak, fragile and confused mind.

I'm going to my parents' for last day of holiday family times, but my car is snowed into the side of the street. I'd totally just poke at it with a stick/do the whole back and forth dance until I get out like an idiot, but there's three other people out there with shovels and I don't want to look like an ass.

Post office lost a package two months ago, probably bc they just leave packaves labeled Amazon on my door step when obviously no one is home, get an email today amazon is investigating my account. Such fucking shit.

i'm just feeling fucking sad. when i'm not working all i want to do is sleep, and that's kind of self-limiting. i need to go out to the grocery store on the way home from work, but i feel too crappy to do it. and i'm off work from tomorrow till next Monday, and have no idea what to do. i have no friends here to hang with. i suppose it's me and the kitty again, and as much sleep as i can take.

and Lemmy died. fuck. this isn't good.

dubkitty wrote:i'm just feeling fucking sad. when i'm not working all i want to do is sleep, and that's kind of self-limiting. i need to go out to the grocery store on the way home from work, but i feel too crappy to do it. and i'm off work from tomorrow till next Monday, and have no idea what to do. i have no friends here to hang with. i suppose it's me and the kitty again, and as much sleep as i can take.

and Lemmy died. fuck. this isn't good.

Hang in there dubsy, you still got us if you need peeps to talk to.

UglyCasanova wrote:I was supposed to travel with my girlfriend to Bergen (other side of the country) for a few days, but I was too mentally exhausted from all the holiday stress to go through with such a trip. I have severe anxiety when it comes to leaving my comfort zone (ie the city I live in), which is why my gf thought I was simply being a pussy, which to her defence is usually the case. I just knew that if I had gone I/we would have had the worst time because I don't function socially or mentally at all when I'm mentally tapped out. I simply become emotionally unstable and get heavy thought loops (thanks OCD), something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. Usually, it's something I feel like I'm able to deal with, but my mind feels completely depleted of any sort of energy. It's pretty safe to say that I have a strong introvert personality and that I'm in dire need of resting and recharging after what I consider to be very difficult situations (family visit upon family visit). The trip would in this case consist of me doing breathing exercises and spending most of my time either trying to zone out on my phone or computer in our room, if I would even be able to keep my ass on the train for the 6+ hours it takes to get there or staying for the days we meant to stay there.

So, gf left for Bergen anyways, feeling very disappointed and angry (which is totally understandable unless she understands the nuance between generally being a pussy and feeling too weak to go through with such a trip despite being a pussy), while I'm stuck here feeling like a dick even though I know I did the right thing for my mental health. So, we both feel shitty.

Fuck you, my weak, fragile and confused mind.

Honest question:
Asperger syndrome, maybe? It sounds a lot like that! And I (seem to) have that as well. My eight-year-old son has it for sure as the school psychologist said and he will go through a diagnose in the next year. Asperger syndrome belongs to the autistic spectrum and cannot be cured - those people just think different than "the common people". I could bet you've been bullied a lot at school and you had bad grades in sports. Right?

All the best!
Pepe

Gotdamn you USPS. Why would you send a package bound for Oakland to San Jose???