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Mmm, it's shaping up to be a fantastic end of the year for me. My fiancé and I decided to call it quits after 7 years. We'd been in a rut for the last year, and despite our best efforts, we couldn't dig ourselves out of it, so we decided to end things on a good foot before we ended up exploding at each other and saying things we'd regret. We're trying to stay friends, but who knows how that'll turn out. But it's shitty. We'd been living together for close to 4 years, so it's taking some time to adjust.

Then today I find out my rent is increasing $100 at the beginning of the year (yay for leases that begin in January), which will require some clever budgeting work with my new lonely living arrangements. I had been told that an increase was coming, so it wasn't a huge surprise, but I was hoping it'd be a bit smaller.

And tensions continue to mount at work, which will likely be made worse by my new financial situation, the fact that the store's rent is increasing as well, and my growing frustrations with how poorly the current owners are adapting to the changing retail/music education world.

SO I'M JUST A BALL OF FUCKING JOY AND RAINBOWS right now.

jwar wrote:I'm so angry at my boner right now. It keeps like getting all worked up when I eat sushi. Like why bro? Why you gotta do that when I'm in public? I'm actually serious. Sushi does that to me. It's embarrassing and I have to wait to stand up. Does anyone else get wood from foods or am I just weird as shit?

Foodwood.

Sorry to hear slim. :c hopefully next year can be a good time to reset and rebuild.

imJonWain wrote:

jwar wrote:I'm so angry at my boner right now. It keeps like getting all worked up when I eat sushi. Like why bro? Why you gotta do that when I'm in public? I'm actually serious. Sushi does that to me. It's embarrassing and I have to wait to stand up. Does anyone else get wood from foods or am I just weird as shit?

at least Twice I've gotten a boners thinking about Bloody marys?

This is sort of tangentially related, but I'd rather someone walk in on me jerking off than I would someone walk in on me eating buffalo wings. Wings time is just so decadently disgusting for me. Shit getting all over my face and hands.

But both typically end in me passing out a disgusting sinful mess.

snipelfritz wrote:Sorry to hear slim. :c hopefully next year can be a good time to reset and rebuild.

imJonWain wrote:

jwar wrote:I'm so angry at my boner right now. It keeps like getting all worked up when I eat sushi. Like why bro? Why you gotta do that when I'm in public? I'm actually serious. Sushi does that to me. It's embarrassing and I have to wait to stand up. Does anyone else get wood from foods or am I just weird as shit?

at least Twice I've gotten a boners thinking about Bloody marys?

This is sort of tangentially related, but I'd rather someone walk in on me jerking off than I would someone walk in on me eating buffalo wings. Wings time is just so decadently disgusting for me. Shit getting all over my face and hands.

But both typically end in me passing out a disgusting sinful mess.

Which is another reason why I prefer tender, you don't have to get sauce all over yourself --Wait, are we in the right thread?

Every single one of my coworkers is a lazy, lying cunt.
We made a stop at a service station 45 minutes after refuelling, just before our destination, so that the dude driving could pick up a giant Red Bull.
To do what? To sit on his arse for the next near two hours, and do absolutely nothing.
Gotta get all charged up for that.

So about a month ago I busted a few coworkers doing going for joyrides with the kids we're in charge of watching.
After they got in trouble one of them came up and threatened me. I told my boss and her boss. They just told him not to do that again.
Yesterday one of that dude's friends kept falling asleep while watching one the most psychotic children we have (sent someone to the hospital on Thanksgiving).
After the fifth time, I wrote it down on our daily logs that never get looked at and didn't even both reporting it to my boss as threats of violence don't seem to matter why would this.
They suspended sleeping guy and are probably going to fire him. WTF! Some dude threatens staff and gets to keep his job and that other fucker doesn't even get a fucking warning before he's ousted.

Dude, I work in disability support, so I'd say there's a fair amount of crossover between what we do. When people don't pull their weight, it makes life really hard for everyone else, not to mention potentially dangerous.
It shits me off.
I know it feels sometimes like its hard to make a difference, but when people abuse client time and funding like that, it enrages me.
We have a culture of it at work and my boss promoted me to narc on everyone, but then immediately told everyone I had no authority at the very next staff meeting. So how do I police a workplace that doesn't respect me? Can't basically. And why would I be motivated to when I've been undermined by the boss directly?
Fuck that asshat who threatened you though. That's clear cut workplace harassment. You should let your boss know that in condoning it, they're open to liability. That might motivate them to get off their ass.
It's like the only thing that motivates a human services manager is the threat of legal repercussions.
And even then I think they push it to see how much they can get away with.

Inconuucl wrote:

snipelfritz wrote:Sorry to hear slim. :c hopefully next year can be a good time to reset and rebuild.

imJonWain wrote:

jwar wrote:I'm so angry at my boner right now. It keeps like getting all worked up when I eat sushi. Like why bro? Why you gotta do that when I'm in public? I'm actually serious. Sushi does that to me. It's embarrassing and I have to wait to stand up. Does anyone else get wood from foods or am I just weird as shit?

at least Twice I've gotten a boners thinking about Bloody marys?

This is sort of tangentially related, but I'd rather someone walk in on me jerking off than I would someone walk in on me eating buffalo wings. Wings time is just so decadently disgusting for me. Shit getting all over my face and hands.

But both typically end in me passing out a disgusting sinful mess.

Which is another reason why I prefer tender, you don't have to get sauce all over yourself --Wait, are we in the right thread?

Would that be a jerked chicken thread?

Iommic Pope wrote:Dude, I work in disability support, so I'd say there's a fair amount of crossover between what we do. When people don't pull their weight, it makes life really hard for everyone else, not to mention potentially dangerous.
It shits me off.
I know it feels sometimes like its hard to make a difference, but when people abuse client time and funding like that, it enrages me.
We have a culture of it at work and my boss promoted me to narc on everyone, but then immediately told everyone I had no authority at the very next staff meeting. So how do I police a workplace that doesn't respect me? Can't basically. And why would I be motivated to when I've been undermined by the boss directly?
Fuck that asshat who threatened you though. That's clear cut workplace harassment. You should let your boss know that in condoning it, they're open to liability. That might motivate them to get off their ass.
It's like the only thing that motivates a human services manager is the threat of legal repercussions.
And even then I think they push it to see how much they can get away with.

We've talked to the state licensing people. And they told us the reason our company (which is a nation wide one) gets away with having shitty staff and buildings that should be condemned is because they spend a huge chunk of their budget on the best lawyers available. You know instead of fixing shit and hiring decent people. And that they've rarely been able to do anything because of that (plus mental health in Texas is funded more like an after thought).

Edit: They fired him and now he's blowing up my phone with angry texts.

I started writing my semester paper, 4 days before it's due. Why do I hate my future self so much? Fuck you, past me!

UglyCasanova wrote:I started writing my semester paper, 4 days before it's due. Why do I hate my future self so much? Fuck you, past me!

In my last semester of undergrad I went into pre-heart attack because I decided to write 100 pages of historical research in the span of a week with only caffeine to keep me awake. Be careful. Luckily I was pretty healthy back then, or else I probably wouldn't be here.

Haha, holy shit! I'll be careful! Looks like it's going to be fine, if a little stressful.

My good friend's dad just died and I'm starting to have nightmares about the fucked up things happening lately. I keep waking up from panic attacks then try to clam myself down but I remember that I'm awake and I just get sad.

Three awful pieces of news just hit me (legal, financial, mortal respectively) in the past couple days and I have no control over any of them so I'm drinking Steel Reserve and listening to Vangelis because what the fuck else are you supposed to do on this toilet planet

UglyCasanova wrote:I started writing my semester paper, 4 days before it's due. Why do I hate my future self so much? Fuck you, past me!

I have a research paper due last monday that I haven't started