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Sounds better than mine. I started having the flu today and I've just been laying in bed feeling like I want to die.

This footington-ball game has been absolute trash.

Editing demo for two hours. The program crashes twice in a row, corrupting all the files so I have to transfer them over again from the camera. My blood is boiling.

I accidentally bought a pair of jeans that for some reason had the knees pre cut.

kbit wrote:So uncouth, bro.

I have all this fucking agression and anxiety and stupid cyclical thoughts. I always do this, think the same thing over and over and I'll chill out for a little while and then it will just creep in again until it's consumed me. Writing and music only help so much. I hope all this will fucking die down once I move Sunday and I feel less sanctioned off from my house/roommates. Hopefully ill be less loney/desperate for contact. Bleh.

you won't. Just gotta make better records faster, ime.

I have an actual (related) question for the old-ass fuzzbreax along similar lines tho:

Ok, so, imagine you're in a situation that makes you a peripheral party to what I'll call the dubkitty split (if that makes no sense to you, fuck off, ok?), but instead of being 110% on team dubkitty you're evenly split, 55%/55%. Then imagine that you're going to be put into a geographic situation where you'll be within calling/socializing distance with the former mr or mrs. (and remember, the acrimony is there but you're stuck on the 55% marker because life is tricksy like that). Do you do the "hey we're going to be in the same space we should grab a drink"/inhabit the same space polite thing? or no?

A decent person might ask the acrimonious party if they're cool with it.
But we know you're not.

No Christmas bonus this year... Luckily, I did not indulge in Black Friday, but it does put a damper on things.

This's fucking disturbing:

http://www.afp.com/en/news/france-puts- ... d-un-talks

D.o.S. wrote:

kbit wrote:So uncouth, bro.

I have all this fucking agression and anxiety and stupid cyclical thoughts. I always do this, think the same thing over and over and I'll chill out for a little while and then it will just creep in again until it's consumed me. Writing and music only help so much. I hope all this will fucking die down once I move Sunday and I feel less sanctioned off from my house/roommates. Hopefully ill be less loney/desperate for contact. Bleh.

you won't. Just gotta make better records faster, ime.

I have an actual (related) question for the old-ass fuzzbreax along similar lines tho:

Ok, so, imagine you're in a situation that makes you a peripheral party to what I'll call the dubkitty split (if that makes no sense to you, fuck off, ok?), but instead of being 110% on team dubkitty you're evenly split, 55%/55%. Then imagine that you're going to be put into a geographic situation where you'll be within calling/socializing distance with the former mr or mrs. (and remember, the acrimony is there but you're stuck on the 55% marker because life is tricksy like that). Do you do the "hey we're going to be in the same space we should grab a drink"/inhabit the same space polite thing? or no?

You quoted me before I deleted it you bastard

I assume that because you're asking it's been on your mind a fair amount, and if it's been on your mind I would ask if they wanted to meet up, sure. Unless there's some crazy circumstance that you didn't mention, asking shouldn't hurt much. If they say yes, make sure you're cool with how you're feeling and proceed accordingly. If they say no, then that's that, might be awkward but whatever. Life is awkward. I would wait to ask until you're both in the same area, but that's just unsolicited advice so

Rofl no I ran into someone I wasn't expecting to run into.

Yeah I completely didn't understand that's what you meant from your post.

Yeah that's not what I was talking about, just that was the impetus. Hadn't thought about it prior to last night.

I still don't really know what we're talking about, but I'm just gonna drink this beer and be on my merry way

yeah i'm pretty confused as well.

I hope you can get your stuff figured out kbit! I get a lot of anxiety as well if I can't get the right people around me when I need them. I also like your name change haha. I liked shortening your name when it was longer to kbit because it didn't really have continuity when used as a shorthand reference but worked well phonetically. idk if you've embraced my notion or just created your own but it's a good look either way

Haha thanks dude, you described a big facet of why I changed it

& I think I'll get stuff figured out. I have to keep reminding myself I'm new here and don't have a huge social/support base yet.
Plus all the people I do know were gone for Thanksgiving. I tend to get caught up in the moment and lose perspective on shit like that.