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Aaaw man, I missed Harvey Birdman discussion.

BitchPudding wrote:It seems like lately the more I try to live my life to the fullest, the more my mind tries to kick me back down. Lately it just seems like I'm doomed for failure. I'm totally botching assignments in school, my bank has been giving me trouble, my job has gone from being sweet to being a chore and my relationships feel like their crumbling around me. The only thing thats going well at all is my band, and I feel like people that go to the shows only like me for my playing, not for me as a person.

Everything just feels bleak and hopeless, like trying to be the person I want to be is killing me inside. All I want is for these problems and fights to stop, and for it to stop feeling like its my fault. I just want it to stop. Please.

Im looking into seeing a psychiatrist atm. Hopefully that works out. I can't take anymore hiccups from the system or....yea, just wouldn't be good.

Hope your all doing ok.

Dude this sucks,
Hoping you see some light soon.............

if you need to vent or anything hit me up

Hang in there buddy. Things will always get better. Feel free to message me on here or Facebook.

I feel really bad for my mom. She started one of those pyramid scheme type deals selling natural beauty products, I'm not sure if it was to pass the time or because she really needed money but I'm thinking it was the first. But anyways, she's been doing it for a few months now and when she said that she was starting I Kinda chuckled and poked fun at her a little bit for it because of seeing others promote their stuff on Facebook all the time and I told her not to become like that. She's actually been having a lot of fun with it and it gives her something to do through the week since she had to put her dog down a few months ago now and my da she's actually been having a lot of fun with it and it gives her something to do through the week since she had to put her dog down a few months ago now and my stepdad is a truck driver who was on the road six out of seven days out of the week. So it's actually made her pretty happy to book parties and sell things etc. well over the weekend she went to a vendor fair in her town and set up a booth with all of our products and was giving free hand massages and had wrapped like 20 gift bags and gift packs to be sold at this ther and set up a booth with all of our products and was giving free hand massages and had wrapped like 20 gift bags and gift packs to be sold at this fair. She got the booth set up at like seven or 8 o'clock in the morning and said that she got a lot of people that stopped by but absolutely no one bought anything from her at all. Luckily my wife Hunter and I decided to pay her a visit on Saturday while she was still set up but I'm glad that we did. I've never seen her so bummed about anything ever before. It made me really sad. But right before we left someone did order something. Wasn't anything that she had spent all that time giftwrapping, but at least it was a sale. My wife looked at the catalog and there were two things that she wanted to get for Hunter, and my mom actually had it in one of the gift bags on the table, so we bought it from her as well. She ended up leaving an hour early from the festival, it was cold as hell so I don't blame her. I helped her pack up all her stuff and get it all unpacked when we got back to her house as well and we visited for about two hours after the festival. I guess that she shouldn't have really expected a whole lot from the festival because the town is small, and not a whole lot of other vendor sold much either. But at the same time I know she was really bummed. I told her on the bright side at least he wasn't overwhelmed with her first vendor experience

I don't know what the opposite of having the shit scared out of you would be, but it just happened to me.

fuck asshole companies in the bay area being fucking assholes and stringing me along for three weeks of interviews and a working day and meeting with like 12 different people before telling me they went with someone else. i will shit in your air conditioner you fuckfaces. just, fuck!

that's bullshit.

i know. now im scram,bling to figure out what to do about rent, and other expenses, fuck.

i wish the Wattson relaunch was like, right now. not till spring though. uuuggghhhhhhh

Andrew wrote:Aaaw man, I missed Harvey Birdman discussion.

Dude, go start a thread and never miss out again.

I don't know if it's a cold or the change in the weather or what, but my already bad sinuses are just going crazy nanner nuts right now. I've probably sneezed 50 times since I got to work.

I'm just using that as a reference to a short amount of time ago, not saying that my sinuses have gotten worse since I left home tonight.

Windows 10, kindly fuck off.

Don't care if it's "free", I'm still happy with my 'inferior' Win7.

Andrew wrote:Windows 10, kindly fuck off.

Don't care if it's "free", I'm still happy with my 'inferior' Win7.

I bought this version for my new PC because reviews were pretty good and because Win7 doesn't allow you to switch languages easily and I want Windows in English. I was sort of expecting an avalanche of bullshit but so far I'm surprisingly ok with it. Once I configured things properly/disabled the stuff I don't use it ended up being pretty smooth. What problems do you have with it ?

oscillateur wrote:

Andrew wrote:Windows 10, kindly fuck off.

Don't care if it's "free", I'm still happy with my 'inferior' Win7.

I bought this version for my new PC because reviews were pretty good and because Win7 doesn't allow you to switch languages easily and I want Windows in English. I was sort of expecting an avalanche of bullshit but so far I'm surprisingly ok with it. Once I configured things properly/disabled the stuff I don't use it ended up being pretty smooth. What problems do you have with it ?

I haven't got any issues with windows 10, I'm just happy with my current build. The 2 second process of closing the Window 10 promo window is incredibly complicated and time consuming.

Who knows, it's likely already installed.

homeboy passed away in his sleep last night...his passion was literally unfucking matched. he hit me up a couple of months ago and we were talking about working on an anonymous psychedelic pop kind of record..thought about it daily. all he wanted was to play on stage. at a complete loss right now

Shitty dude. At least it was peaceful.

Just found out a guy I knew from high school just "died unexpectedly" (OD), today. Not a friend but definitely an acquaintance and definitely a drag.

sorry to hear about all the death going on in here today.

I have to return the Whammy IV I just picked up because my dumbass is broke. Also it doesn't handle chords how I expected it to and it stays a m2 up when the pedal is turned down and I can't have that.