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Wes Mantooth wrote:

BitchPudding wrote:And suddenly I want money.


I've been feeling oddly sad. It doesn't like depression, I know what that feels like. This feels like nostalgia, but sadder. Like I've lost something from my past I can't get back and no matter how hard I wish or try to remember, I can't figure out what it is.

I could really use a hug right about now.

Dude I know exactly the feeling you're describing, except I usually realize what I lost.

Graduating college is the worst feeling, like you have to do it (or leave eventually), but it sucks and so does the so called 'real world.'

I feel it. But yea, at least you know what you lost. My depression has taken a big hit on my memory so I'm sure I did remember at one point, but now it feels like something is missing and I don't know what.

If I had to guess tho, I miss childhood.

I mean, I'm only 21. 5 years ago I was just a kid generally enjoying life, a lot of my old cartoons and shows I loved we're still on, I still knew old friends, old bands. Now its all gone....like a big piece of me has been ripped away.

BitchPudding wrote:

Wes Mantooth wrote:

BitchPudding wrote:And suddenly I want money.


I've been feeling oddly sad. It doesn't like depression, I know what that feels like. This feels like nostalgia, but sadder. Like I've lost something from my past I can't get back and no matter how hard I wish or try to remember, I can't figure out what it is.

I could really use a hug right about now.

Dude I know exactly the feeling you're describing, except I usually realize what I lost.

Graduating college is the worst feeling, like you have to do it (or leave eventually), but it sucks and so does the so called 'real world.'

I feel it. But yea, at least you know what you lost. My depression has taken a big hit on my memory so I'm sure I did remember at one point, but now it feels like something is missing and I don't know what.

If I had to guess tho, I miss childhood.

I mean, I'm only 21. 5 years ago I was just a kid generally enjoying life, a lot of my old cartoons and shows I loved we're still on, I still knew old friends, old bands. Now its all gone....like a big piece of me has been ripped away.

This, my friend, is a quarter-life crisis. Expect it to last through your twenties. And then, when you have a kid, you really see your own mortality. And then comes midlife crisis. Then grandkids. Retirement. Death.

At least we have the fuzz.

Neon knows my feels.
I know what you mean bitchy. My advice is roll with it. You'll send yourself mad trying to figure it out and you'll miss some awesome stuff that's happening here and now in front of you.
It'll only eat you up.

Funny enough, I already have a kid. Maybe that has something to do with it?

Ether way, thanks for the advice guys.

I've been trying to figure out what to do about my depression and general feeling of dissatisfaction with life.

I guess two things that would help are to smoke less and exercise more. And I want to do both. I just can't seem to make myself.

If you're thinking about it youre ready to do it. Just don't put pressure on yourself to do it asap and don't expect the outcome to turn your life around. Just enjoy the good feels that cone from exercise to start with...because both of those things are really difficult to het rolling.
But once you start, you won't regret it.

neonblack wrote:I've been trying to figure out what to do about my depression and general feeling of dissatisfaction with life.

I guess two things that would help are to smoke less and exercise more. And I want to do both. I just can't seem to make myself.

Me too but drinking and junk food instead of smoking and I definitely need to excessive. Having a dog is good because I wouldn't leave the house if not to walk her a lot of the time
WE CAN DO IT NEON

No one wants to buy my guitar rig locally. You would think I'd get some interest on mah musicman amp but alas

Last night somebody tried to haggle with me when I delivered their pizza.

Like, I don't expect everybody to tip, but uhh.. that's not how it works. I don't understand people.

They haggled for the price of the pizza?

Were they scantily clad?

Isn't that porno premise?

gunslinger_burrito wrote:They haggled for the price of the pizza?

Were they scantily clad?

Yes.

And no.

Chankgeez wrote:Isn't that porno premise?

I hope not.

That would be context specific.

Showing a new employee how to navigate through our computer systems. I feel like im teaching a 5 year old how to operate an F16

just show them where the eject button is.....mission accomplished