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I think the last two days is the saddest I've ever been
I don't know where to turn, my girlfriend just moved on campus to uni and is busy every day this week, my friends seemed to have stopped caring and I hate upsetting my mum

8 years of seeing mental health professionals on and off, 4 different kinds of antidepressants and nothing has worked and I'm so so tired of trying

THE IRS!!!!!!!!!!FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!

Also, Tomlane…don't give up bro. Emotions/feelings do change, life will get better and brighter. Then it will suck again, then it will get better, and on and on.

who needs friends when you got pink butthole phaser coming

"Do you not know any of the bartenders in this town?"

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I don't know how to feel about being asked that.

It's snowing here, which is rare on the west coast of BC. I talked my fiancee into taking my car to work today instead of hers (I have the day off) because mine is better in the snow, has heated seats and a working heater (unlike hers currently). Well the alternator failed. So she's spent the last hour waiting for a tow truck which has finally picked her up. Tried to do something nice, and it totally fucking backfired. Plus now I have to pay for the tow and to get my car fixed.

Oh well, could be worse. She was reluctant to take my car as she was worried she'd crash in the snow or something, so at least that didn't happen.

A bunch of checks that I thought had already been deposited just went through. Have $1000 less than I did a few days ago. Not going to be able to afford the trip to visit friends in CA that I was planning to do at the end of March.

I have a lunch meeting that's an interview, but not an interview. Fuuuuuuuuuu I hate this feeling.

Was told I got the IT gig last Tuesday, they still haven't finished drafting up the formal offer...

jfrey wrote:A bunch of checks that I thought had already been deposited just went through. Have $1000 less than I did a few days ago. Not going to be able to afford the trip to visit friends in CA that I was planning to do at the end of March.

god i hate when that shit pends for ages then i go to get cash out and all of a sudden im like broke

tuffteef wrote:who needs friends when you got pink butthole phaser coming

But she hasn't arrived yet

It's the kind of cold outside where I can't help but tense up my muscles when walking outside.

Kicking the drummer out after our show Saturday. Shit's gonna suuuuuuuuuck.

Lately I just want to die. I have nothing and I hate myself.

wfs1234 wrote:Lately I just want to die. I have nothing and I hate myself.

Hang in there, buddy. Life can be a stupid fucking rollercoaster and sometimes all we can do is hang on. A reason to be will present itself shortly.