The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread...

[coldbrightsunlight]

Was actually going to set up tinder to maybe inch out of the pit of loneliness I've been in a while or maybe just meet some people in a new town, but then I found you have to use facebook photos, and like all of mine are of me looking terrible, soooo nope.

Got to figure out some way of meeting people that isn't hopelessly awkward or stressful.

[spacelordmother]

Today is stupid.

I accidentally kicked the weird jagged diamond pattern corner guard thing on the outside of a pedalboard case and knocked a section of my toenail off.
So while I was still in "fuckin hellllllll" mode but the pain hadn't yet set in I ripped the hanging piece off and it still had some of that squishy nail bed skin attached to it OH NOOOOOOOO

Thanks to the magic of the internet, I've seen pics of people after their arm got sucked into a lathe, or partially beheaded in a car crash, but this little toenail thing made me wanna throw up.
I can't stand nail or tooth things at all...

Fucking OW. Let's get drunk.

[friendship]

Was actually going to set up tinder to maybe inch out of the pit of loneliness I've been in a while or maybe just meet some people in a new town, but then I found you have to use facebook photos, and like all of mine are of me looking terrible, soooo nope.

Got to figure out some way of meeting people that isn't hopelessly awkward or stressful.

Keep in mind Tinder isn't really the place to meet people, unless your definition of "meet" is "have sex with." Which is fine too!

Meeting people is hard, I feel you.

[dubkitty]

Got to figure out some way of meeting people that isn't hopelessly awkward or stressful.

[chuckjaywalk]

Depression really has me. It all feels pointless. I'm tired.

[neonblack]

My fucking amp got stolen out of the backseat of my car last night. In my driveway. Motherfuckers. Thank god I brought everything else inside. But what the fuck. I feel so Fucking violated.

[greyscales]

Things just haven't been clicking with my band outside of actually playing shows, probably because of my attitude. It'll probably work itself out eventually, but right now it feels unhealthy.

Not sure if my relationship of over a year is going to last much longer either. It's just been a lot of disagreeing and unhappiness for a while. Honestly it isn't even that upsetting, more like inconvenient.

[spacelordmother]

My fucking amp got stolen out of the backseat of my car last night. In my driveway. Motherfuckers. Thank god I brought everything else inside. But what the fuck. I feel so Fucking violated.

Oh fuck, bro. Massive feels your way.

[dubkitty]

i had a weird weekend where i was too exhausted/sick to do anything. today at work i fell into a despair so great that i almost had to go to the downstairs bathroom and hide in the toilet stall so i could cry incognito. i feel like i'm never going to to be able to adapt to the frankly hideous weather here or the incomprehensible social structure, and i'm getting sick of my job too. but i worked my way out of it and am trying to find some more positive approaches, or at least better ways of dealing with some of the upfront issues. still feeling low, though. so THIS is where you end up when a miracle saves your ass?

[gunslinger_burrito]

i had a weird weekend where i was too exhausted/sick to do anything. today at work i fell into a despair so great that i almost had to go to the downstairs bathroom and hide in the toilet stall so i could cry incognito. i feel like i'm never going to to be able to adapt to the frankly hideous weather here or the incomprehensible social structure, and i'm getting sick of my job too. but i worked my way out of it and am trying to find some more positive approaches, or at least better ways of dealing with some of the upfront issues. still feeling low, though. so THIS is where you end up when a miracle saves your ass?

It'll take time. But the fact that you're starting to take different approaches and whatnot is a great first step. Just try your hardest to reinforce the good habits you're trying to develop. With the shitty stuff, whether it's feelings, situations, or mental habits, try to see what actions, triggers and circumstances (physical and mental) they're made out of. If a situation or habit doesn't have all of its parts, it can't work anymore. Make sense? Same to you chuck! s

I'm trying to dig myself out of my job because it's become too energy sucking. It's my day off, and I was having a blast being creative and productive this morning, until my buddy at work texted me to say that they're changing the hours in a way that might make it harder on me. So now I've spent all damn afternoon, and now evening (fuck) looking at what other things I could do for work. I'm trying to find a place to apprentice for tattooing but the only leads I find are at places where I wouldn't get tattooed, for one reason or another. I spent enough time with my friend, who has done 90% of my work, to know what I like and don't like, and what makes certain tattoos better or worse. I'd hate to end up apprenticing under someone who was telling me things that I know are bad ideas, because I know I couldn't bring myself to apply those ideas to a client's skin. Permanently. Frustrating.

[gunslinger_burrito]

My fucking amp got stolen out of the backseat of my car last night. In my driveway. Motherfuckers. Thank god I brought everything else inside. But what the fuck. I feel so Fucking violated.

Also fuck that. Sorry dude.

Things just haven't been clicking with my band outside of actually playing shows, probably because of my attitude. It'll probably work itself out eventually, but right now it feels unhealthy.

Not sure if my relationship of over a year is going to last much longer either. It's just been a lot of disagreeing and unhappiness for a while. Honestly it isn't even that upsetting, more like inconvenient.

A while back, I was in the same situation in a relationship of THREE years. I kind of hate to say it, but It's probably time for a change if the relationship feels that way. But then again, I've always been the type to see that something's not working, and immediately sever it rather than drag out a painful breakup, followed by some "maybe let's try this again" sort of nonsense.

[snipelfritz]

I get this weird tension in my left forearm when I practice playing guitar. It's mildly irritating and I cannot figure out where I should set my guitar strap to play comfortably.

[01010111]

I am super hung over right now. I didn't think I'd had a ton to drink last night. The only thing I can figure is the bartender made me a drink she'd never made before, and I'm pretty sure she handed me a pint glass full of mostly rum.

[neonblack]

I get this weird tension in my left forearm when I practice playing guitar. It's mildly irritating and I cannot figure out where I should set my guitar strap to play comfortably.

Careful dude. Could be carpal tunnel or tendonitis. If it keeps up, definitely get it looked at. You can fix it with therapy, massage, acupunture, etc. if you catch it early. If not, they have to perform...surgery...

[gunslinger_burrito]

I am super hung over right now. I didn't think I'd had a ton to drink last night. The only thing I can figure is the bartender made me a drink she'd never made before, and I'm pretty sure she handed me a pint glass full of mostly rum.

Look at it this way: at least you got your money's worth.