The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread...

The Wood Wizard · Post by **The Wood Wizard** » Tue Jul 09, 2013 6:35 pm

^ hehehehee

theactionindex · Post by **theactionindex** » Tue Jul 09, 2013 7:54 pm

Wow. I put up with way too much shit from my drummer haha.

It isn't really "ha ha" funny, just more "ha ha" HOLY SHIT YOU'RE A RIDICULOUS HUMAN BEING.

Also, that thing where like, someone breaks up with you and you're actually in a state of "okay-ness" with it after a bit of time. OH WAIT. Now they're attempting communication with you every goddamn day. That thing.

DarkAxel · Post by **DarkAxel** » Tue Jul 09, 2013 8:18 pm

i had a very adventurous and fun afternoon

including riding a bike whilst being stoned and drunk... but also just being stoned and drunk with friends and having great time

i should be happy then... instead I had this stupid moodswing and i feel terrible right now... seriously it doesn't even make sense anymore... i don't feel like i can talk to anyone because i feel embarassed and it makes no sense, not even to me... I'm not even sure than anyone even cares anymore (not even my girl... who has been pretty much the only one anyway...)

stripes · Post by **stripes** » Wed Jul 10, 2013 12:58 am

DarkAxel wrote:i should be happy then... instead I had this stupid moodswing and i feel terrible right now... seriously it doesn't even make sense anymore... i don't feel like i can talk to anyone because i feel embarassed and it makes no sense, not even to me... I'm not even sure than anyone even cares anymore (not even my girl... who has been pretty much the only one anyway...)

pretty much every day for me... i think that's somewhat normal? i hope?

goosekevin · Post by **goosekevin** » Wed Jul 10, 2013 1:38 am

stripes wrote:
DarkAxel wrote:i should be happy then... instead I had this stupid moodswing and i feel terrible right now... seriously it doesn't even make sense anymore... i don't feel like i can talk to anyone because i feel embarassed and it makes no sense, not even to me... I'm not even sure than anyone even cares anymore (not even my girl... who has been pretty much the only one anyway...)

pretty much every day for me... i think that's somewhat normal? i hope?

Me too friends

I have every reason to be happy but I just can't be, my depression is super organic, years of therapy and countless professionals haven't been able to figure out

I think I should try meditation and get off my medication

snipelfritz · Post by **snipelfritz** » Wed Jul 10, 2013 2:06 am

I'm lucky enough to have the manic side of it too which causes me to give myself fantastic reasons to be depressed which the depression just exacerbates.

jfrey · Post by **jfrey** » Wed Jul 10, 2013 7:31 am

I'm having a really hard time getting through life right now. It's awful to say, but the two deaths in the past week aren't even a big part of it. My girlfriend will be leaving in mid August, and I am almost certain that our relationship will end at that point. I'd be willing to try long distance for a while, but I don't think she will. The life that I want involves her. I don't know how I can keep going without her. To make matters worse, I don't even have a place to live in September now.

I've never felt so defeated before. I don't know that I can live like this.

DarkAxel · Post by **DarkAxel** » Wed Jul 10, 2013 12:07 pm

tomlane95 wrote:
stripes wrote:
DarkAxel wrote:i should be happy then... instead I had this stupid moodswing and i feel terrible right now... seriously it doesn't even make sense anymore... i don't feel like i can talk to anyone because i feel embarassed and it makes no sense, not even to me... I'm not even sure than anyone even cares anymore (not even my girl... who has been pretty much the only one anyway...)

pretty much every day for me... i think that's somewhat normal? i hope?

Me too friends

I have every reason to be happy but I just can't be, my depression is super organic, years of therapy and countless professionals haven't been able to figure out

new day, situation is the same, i feel like shit. Haven't ever been to any therapy or a doctor when we're at it... i just need to see my girl and just relax with her for a moment

when she's around, i feel safe... i'm always having hard time spending time alone though :idk:

Ancient Astronaught · Post by **Ancient Astronaught** » Wed Jul 10, 2013 3:39 pm

My misanthropy, indifference, and intolerance are at all time high's today.Seriously how has our race survived for 260,000 years?!?! :mad:

Dr. Sherman Sticks M.D. · Wed Jul 10, 2013 3:42 pm

Ancient Astronaught wrote:My misanthropy, indifference, and intolerance are at all time high's today.Seriously how has our race survived for 260,000 years?!?!

by fucking like rabbits.

Ancient Astronaught · Post by **Ancient Astronaught** » Wed Jul 10, 2013 3:53 pm

Dr. Sherman Sticks M.D. wrote:by fucking like rabbits.

Yes, but to quote Flagpole Sittah:

"Only stupid people are breeding"

Myself included.

Josh Pelican · Post by **Josh Pelican** » Wed Jul 10, 2013 9:58 pm

Canada Post decided to deliver my Hovercraft Ionostrofear to a completely different fucking province. An investigation is being conducted and it better fucking show up on my doorstop or someone is going to be mutilated. There are only so many left and I need to have AT LEAST one.

MEC · Post by **MEC** » Wed Jul 10, 2013 11:04 pm

jfrey wrote:I'm having a really hard time getting through life right now. It's awful to say, but the two deaths in the past week aren't even a big part of it. My girlfriend will be leaving in mid August, and I am almost certain that our relationship will end at that point. I'd be willing to try long distance for a while, but I don't think she will. The life that I want involves her. I don't know how I can keep going without her. To make matters worse, I don't even have a place to live in September now.

I've never felt so defeated before. I don't know that I can live like this.

Dude. Everything is going to be alright.
It may take some time but I promise it's not the end of ends.

I'd bet if you search back through this thread, you'll find some advice of your own that may be helpful. :hug:

snipelfritz · Post by **snipelfritz** » Thu Jul 11, 2013 2:25 am

When women only text, "K"

jfrey · Post by **jfrey** » Thu Jul 11, 2013 9:21 am

MEC wrote:Dude. Everything is going to be alright.
It may take some time but I promise it's not the end of ends.

I'd bet if you search back through this thread, you'll find some advice of your own that may be helpful.

I even know what I would say to myself. This is the first time I've ever not been able to take my own advice. It's the first time I've ever felt like I needed someone. It's the first time I have ever not known what to do.

snipelfritz wrote:When women only text, "K"

Dude. Worse, when they text "Kk". What the fuck is "Kk"?

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