MaxMaps wrote:cosmicevan wrote:I've been GAS'ing for knowing my gear better and instead of buying new stuff have been instead exploring what I have. Shocking change for me, but it is actually way fulfilling. Been eyeing a few things on my shelf to sell or trade as there are some things out there I'd still like to explore and try. Got my eyes on the MWFX site hoping to maybe dip back into a purchase with a Judder.
Was about to say you have been a little quite
But I am with you - you realize that a lot of these rad boxes do a LOT of rad things and you have to sink some time time into it. Its hard when you get something and something else shiny comes along.
As a collector of things, I really look at acquiring as a total separate activity. Researching, hunting, wheeling and dealing...it's really it's own thing. A lot of times acquiring/collecting is about all the things associated with that aspect...things like rarity, how good of a price for what it is, and often it's just the fact that you were able to find the thing at all.
Whereas making music is a totally different thing...same as learning gear. Lately, I've been in learning gear mode...there is *some* overlap with making music, but the focus of the time spent is learning how to do something and then exploring it and then learning the next thing...and revisiting ideas you learned before and how things interplay with each other. It's actually pretty annoying and I have to kind of force myself to do it at times, but it's always rewarding and usually ends up becoming part making music too.
It can all get very overwhelming when you are all over the place with acquiring, learning, and enjoying...and then it loses its fun and becomes stressful. I tell myself I am in a good place right now...but really I think I'm heading towards a good place. Things feel less pressurey these days and more enjoyable. I am still eager and want to be further along in making these crazy machines do what I want them to do. I've found solace in having more grace with myself. It's fun to get new stuff...until it isn't.