The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread...

[jrfox92]

Started putting out applications because I need money and I've gotten no repairs in for over a month.
Got the tire replaced on my car, but now the battery is totally dead.

[comesect2.0]

FUCK!


....just cause everyones thinkin it. but really "fudge!" .."only i didnt say fudge, i said The word...the big one."

all I know is I have a crustacean to look forward to, and a few pieces of gear will hopefully find a new home....until then its money money no ones got money but we gotta spend a whole lotta money money money, no job honey....my fuckin fingers fallin off! staph! ......seriously cant even play guitar anymore starting today its got so puffed up....better not be 700 dollars for a shot in that ass...need a penicillin shot.. just gonna get drunk eat burgers and die like a true american with no health coverage because its tied up to a tax return saying someone else is head of house hold, where now i am head of house hold, so need to wait to reform forms, FORMS!, takes too long!

[popvulture]

I can't fucking stand it when I'm dating someone, get sorta psyched about things, then realize they're just not happening. Like, they're not into it, I'm not into it... if we were into it, something that felt good would've happened by now. Like, the desire to see someone sooner than later, even ASAP, rather than just half-assedly trying to fit them into your schedule or vice versa. How can you give a shit about someone if your attitude is "eh, maybe I can fit em in next week?"

I think the bigger issue here is that I've had enough relationships die, to the point that I'm just not sure I have the energy to start over with the shit again. Bluhhhhhhh.

EDIT apparently when I'm pissed off and emo, I use "like" like a teenager.

[aens_wife]

Day six of a low grade migraine. FML.

[Jwar]

I'm sorry Louise! Have you ever tried trigger point therapy? I've been to some massage therapist who can work wonders and alleviate pain in ways I never though possible. May be worth a look.




So I cannot seem to win lately. Today I had to put my dog down. This is the second dog in two years I've had to put down. The last year he's been acting odd and having seizures off and on. He's diabetic and we've had a lot of trouble with that and keeping him regulated. His blood sugar always seems to get fucked up.

Yesterday, he went through a spell (seizure) and was drooling at the mouth. He wouldn't eat at all and I tried and tried to get him to. Finally at 3 pm, he ate a bit of chicken, then that evening he seemed fine.

Today, he turned his nose at his food again. I gave him a piece of chicken thinking he'd be ok and gave him his insulin. I put his food and him outside. He had diarrhea as well, or I'd have had him inside. I checked on him about 30 minutes later, and did not see him. So I went out into the yard and found him having a massive seizure. His legs were moving like he was running and he was barking, but it really sound more like crying. I was so panicked, I didn't know what to do. I picked him up and moved him to the grass and tried to sooth him. He still was running in place (laying on his side) and screeching and barking. It was horrible. Just horrible. I had my oldest grab a towel and I wrapped him in it. I took him inside and tried to give him honey to get his blood sugar up because I thought that was what was going on with him. It didn't help and his tongue was laying limp on the outside of him mouth. So I told the girls to stay put and ran out the door and rushed him to the vet.

They put him on oxygen, gave him dextrose with iv fluids, started an antibiotic, and did a bunch of tests. So my entire day was spent on the phone with the vet after I got him in. They acted fast when they saw him too. I'm thankful for that. He stabilized but was not responding. We debated a bit on what to do as they ran all kinds of tests and couldn't find anything wrong with him. Their best guess is that he could have a brain tumor.

I had to make a decision and it was not an easy one and I did not want to be the one to make it. However, I just couldn't let my wife take this on. She did it when we put my last dog down.

After talking with the vet it didn't seem hopeful of any kind of recovery. His blood sugar kept dropping even though he was on an iv with dextrose. Which makes no sense.

So I told her we have decided to let him go.

I sat there with him and held him while he left this earth and I cried. I stayed with him after he left and I cried some more. Then I got in my car and I could barely drive because I couldn't keep the tears from coming.

This dog pissed me off all the time and yet I loved the hell out of him and am absolutely destroyed by his death. I'm just glad he's at piece now. I miss him already and I know it's going to seem lonely without him.

[drolo]

ow man ... I'm really sorry for you :-(

[resincum]

so sorry to hear that Jwar.. I lost my dog 3 1/2 years ago and still think about the last time I saw him everyday. stay up. love you man

[comesect2.0]

damn dude, (((hug))).

[popvulture]

So sorry, bud. It's never easy, but you're right—good he's at peace.

[Andrew]

That sucks, sorry to hear dude.



Last day of Japan tomorrow, also incinerated the roof of my mouth while eating the best pizza I've had in years.

[Lurker13]

Apparently Sparrow trolled some other religious whackjob's YT video, so now she has retaliated with a video over an hour and forty-eight minutes long, full of scriptures and demons and attempts to debunk Sparrow's videos. She referred to Justin Beiber as one of those "...Hollywood Illuminati type people who are totally ocultic/Satanic." Also, she has no idea who Michael Phelps is.
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TGheG7EE0z4[/youtube]
I guess what bothers me most is the complete lack of compassion, which is supposed to be a Christian virtue. Obviously Sparrow needs help, but this video is nothing but disparaging, self-righteous, and heartless.

[comesect2.0]

nothin worse than a toxic ex that you cant get rid of.

[jrfox92]

I guess YT is full of crazies.

[$harkToootth]

nothin worse than a toxic ex that you cant get rid of.

Never had an intense situation but I have had to explain to girls that it's not me they miss...it's pheromones and that they should find some asap and leave me alone.

[Lurker13]

I guess YT is full of crazies.

Really? I never would have guessed that from reading YT comments.