Brandsmannen wrote:psychic vampire. wrote:Hung out with the ex boyfriend twice this week. We're both moving. Like, far far away. Talked about wanting to continue friendship, about still loving each other, about all the shit that's been happening to us both, but he's pretty committed to moving north, and i'm going west, and i feel like a fool that i still love this boy so much. Everything feels too much. I'm way too nostalgic and sentimental for my own good, someone please remind me to stop being an idiot.
Moving always makes me really sad, but staying feels sadder? Like being locked in a place where all i have is memories?
My only advice is just to cut everything off m. Like don't talk, don't follow on any social media, don't talk about. Soon enough you won't be thinking about him and you're gonna feel better. I'm sorry, hope it gets better
Well, my only internet presence is this and another message board.
I feel you, but i actually think the ghosting thing would hurt more. Like, this hurts, but i know that i can build back up to a nurturing and supportive friendship with him, i also know that things can change, and that this is not permanent. It's just what it is for now. For what it's worth, it hurts, but i'm a growing, learning creature, and this hurt will pass, new joys and hurts and whatever will takes its place, and i am trying to just have a healthy relationship with the feelings that i'm currently having. DBT, or something.
Minnesota on the other hand. Outrage. Fury. Hate. Is any of this surprising anymore? Of course the cops are fucking racists, and of course they will continue killing black men and getting away with it. Every statistic has been pointing at the inherent white supremacy of law enforcement and criminalization in the USA for... ever? And nothing has changed. Fuck this world.